Unseen Poetry – Additional Poems

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Walking in Moonlight

‘Dirty old town, dirty old town’ – the song reminds me
of our walk, with moonlight never so bright
on sullied scruffiness, the streets of home. My mind
skimmed forward to unbelievable old age,
to looking back. And here it is, just as I thought,
or nothing like it.

Here am I, having leapt
so many chasms, clawed back from some,
sauntered or struggled along so many roads,
stony, slushy, grassy-smooth, crazily steep,
finding nothing as unexpected as the loves
along the way, nothing as predictable
as tonight, this moonlight, this magical
sameness, this surprise, back again, everlasting.

Ruth Bidgood

Return to Cardiff

'Hometown'; well, most admit an affection for a city:
grey, tangled streets I cycled on to school, my first cigarette
in the back lane, and, fool, my first botched love affair.
First everything. Faded torments; self-indulgent pity.

The journey to Cardiff seemed less a return than a raid
on mislaid identities. Of course the whole locus smaller;
the mile-wide Taff now a stream, the castle not as in some black,
gothic dream, but a decent sprawl, a joker's toy façade.

Unfocused voices in the wind, associations, clues,
odds and ends, fringes caught, as when, after the doctor quit,
a door opened and I glimpsed the white, enormous face
of my grandfather, suddenly aghast with certain news.

Unable to define anything I can hardly speak,
and still I love the place for what I wanted it to be
as much as for what it unashamedly is
now for me, a city of strangers, alien and bleak.

Unable to communicate I'm easily betrayed
uneasily diverted by mere sense reflections
like those anchored waterscapes that wander, alter, in the Taff,
hour by hour, as light slants down a different shade.

Illusory, too, that lost dark playground after rain,
the noise of trains, gunshots in what they once called Tiger Bay.
Only real this smell of ripe, damp earth when the sun comes out,
a mixture of pungencies, half exquisite and half plain.

No sooner than I'd arrived the other Cardiff had gone,
smoke in the memory, these but tinned resemblances,
where the boy I was not and the man I am not
met, hesitated, left double footsteps, then walked on.

Dannie Abse

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